I remember when I made this colored pencil drawing - I was shaking, trembling. There was this force that had descended inside of me, and it both enchanted me and haunted me.

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It enchanted me because I felt like I stumbled upon the answers to the universe that I more or less was seeking my entire life. 

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I also felt haunted because I felt like I had an immense burden to communicate feelings, sensations, and visions to humanity that would change the world, and I felt like a lot was resting on my shoulders. I loved the self-proclaimed responsibility, and I was also taken by it - it was a lot.

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There are mountains and cliffs in the background, and they allude to the mountains I set for myself that I needed to climb. Mountains I needed to conquer within myself, and my relation to the world.